A Tough Morning

I didn't get much sleep last night which is probably why I have been so distressed this morning. I should be okay by now; but I am not. This is hard. The bug flesh. the muscle contractions, the wanitng to get over this horrid state of life ASAP. Well, I took my Methadone and am right with the world. I have been on 5g. for about a week now. I should not be that sensitive to lack of Methadone so early in the morning. What the hell is going to happen to me when I go down to 0?