Keep on keepin' on

1:40a.m. having difficulty in sleeping. Just broke down and popped open a cherry Coke. I am not having a lot of fun now. I have been worse. It has been approx. 40 days and I had one five day set back. No one's perfect. Except Jesus. I am still at ten mg. soon to be 5. This oughta be a hoot. Oh joy. I am pacing myself a little faster than normal with the exception of the extra five days I needed due to a mistake on my part. I am tired of feeling crappy. There are and have been much harder come downs. One Dr. suggested doing this over a year's period of time. There my muscles in my legs go again. All antsy. Today (rather yesterday) was the last time I met with a group of chronic pain patients. It was a ten week commitment which flew by. I wish that I felt better. You can wish in one hand and.... I don't know if writing about it is the right thing to do or not; at least it can as a pressure cooked being relieved of Its pent up steam. Now my sleep meds are kicking in; I need sleep. Goodnight everyone and ecpecially Scott and Don (they know whom they are). Thank you everyone for your support. - Eric