Hell

I haven't even went down to 10mg. yet I feel bugs crawling under my skin. My muscles want to uncontrollably want to contract. I have a little nausea going on here right now. Anger, ANGER, ANGER!!!! I am pissed off now with the whole damn thing. I am tired of withdrawals. They have been lasting longer than normal. I am ging to try to weather this out for another 10 minutes. If I don't feel any better, then I will take my daily dose. Just after I finished this last sentence, I broke down and took my daily dose of my Methadone. So much for will power. Will power is over-rated anyway. Time to go. Bye. Write at ya later. - Eric